Dear Heart,

Its hard to loose someone, to forget, to ignore and to leave everything behind. There's a times when both of us ware happily in love, the mad coz decease ware never bother us. The downturn here is when we need to reconcile and rethink everything back.

The decision will obviously made us unhappy, but that was the best out of all.

I never regret of leaving you and I hope you too feel the same as I did.

Thank you and all the best in life.

The way you should live

Dear NHT,

Life is very short, but it won't restrict us to achieve what we wanted or our dream. Those who are not willing to take risk is someone who is afraid to live. Risk does not meant chances of failure but it means probability to win. Its sad seeing people giving up before start anything yet and when somebody success by the same method he/she will regret for their entire life. Sad but it's true and it happening in this world.

We are neither Bill Gates nor Mark Zuckerberg to be billionaire at our age now. But that does not mean we can't be one of the billionaires. The point here is to put the dream into action and daring enough to believe in it and make it happen. You no need to run just walking is enough as long you on the right path to the dream.

Sometime no point thinking because it does making you more doubt on what you gonna do. As a result you become more conscious and reluctant to take the risk. These what I'm afraid off that's why you always seeing me do stuff that you could never imagine. All it takes is yourself, you can have many people advising or supporting you but in the end what trigger it to happen is you.

Believe me the way to life is to take part in everything that across your mind.

"Life its awesomely painful, But that's does not mean you can't awesomely enjoy it"

~idoloveu~

ThE quEstiON

It's been 3 months I was thinking that should I do nothing and waiting for you as promised or should I go all out doing everything in my capacity to win you in lame man term being selfish. I really don't know which ways should I follow. Cause it both does reflect my personality. To wait for you is being loyal and keeping the promise. On the other hand try to win your heart is never giving up.

I can't think which one the best not just for me but also to you because it's for both of us. I know past few weeks things just got uncontrollable and I do fuck up. I'm sorry these all beyond my imagination. Think would be better if we do like we were doing for the past 8 months. But I can't change what had happened.

NHT, if think really screw up just remember that my heart would never lie and you always lay in it.

I'm sorry because I love you,

Regard,
~idoloveu~